So I (25F) went to Amsterdam for the first time and on my last night I bought some MDMA. I’ve never taken anything close to that before, and had only smoked pot previously.

I was supposed to be with my friends but they cancelled and I ended up being alone during my roll, I went back to my hotel and swiped Bumble. I matched with this downright beautiful girl. Even sober now, she’s still downright beautiful.

At this point, the rolls effects had gotten very serious. Not to get into details but I took a dose way too high for someone taking the medications I do. I was extremely warm and had to regularly leave the hotel to cool down. I was feeling so intense about everything, and I wasn’t really finding my balance.

I messaged her and she came over to the hotel, I was upfront about the MDMA. We ended up having a beautiful night. She doesn’t even live in Amsterdam. She left my hotel room around 5am to go prep and catch a flight that was leaving that morning, same as me.

It’s been a week and she still hasn’t left my mind. I feel like I’ve known her all my life. Her face keeps flashing in my head. That night in general keeps flashing in my head.

Anyone experienced anything like this?