My first real mdma trip.

Story short, I took mdma before that, I took 50mg of some light blueish crystals.

I waited for 40 Minutes, then I smoked some weed with my friends and then I felt a little bit like I was a warm orange cloud. Felt it for like 2 hours and it was like a good weed high combined with the light movemental heavyish cloud feel.

Chapter 2

I got me some pills from the darknet the cheapest I could find. Because I was like fuck it, its MDMA isn‘t it? I just checked the reviews and they said its good stuff.

Now let‘s talk about the trip.

I was in my room alone and I thought, I should take it alone first, let‘s see how it really affects me. I took out my bag of pills from the darknet and I removed a quarter from the pill with a knife and took the rest.

I laid down in my bed and waited. After half an hour I felt uncomfortable. Which is unusual but it wasn‘t apparent to me in that moment. I went downstairs and chilled on the sofa. Nothing happened. Then I went upstairs and went in the bathroom. I took a very hot shower. When the showering was almost finished I started getting unapparent visuals, the walls started to seperate in a 2D fashion. Then I started hearing ringing in my ears it wasn‘t so loud. I left the shower and it stopped. Then I entered my room and I went to the center of my room and all of a sudden the ground started seperating real bad in a 2D fashion. I became extremely dizzy but I felt the opposite of nausea ,my ears started ringing louder and louder and I almost collapsed. Then my vision went dark and all of a sudden I saw my desk and everything was blueish (kinda dark) and everything looked in order in a non natural natural fashion. I felt the strongest most intense grounding peaceful cold warmth I ever felt in my life but everything felt as fresh as it can be, I was cold. It was a loud quietness double nirvana. I was stunned, but I wasn‘t aware of it. I was in heaven.