I rant for a bit so here is the audio 🤭

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Hello everyone \^-^ it has been such a long time. Long enough for people to forget about me and make it a bit of a climb to get back into having regular listeners 🤭

Yesterday was my cake day! And... well it made me realize I hadn't posted anything in a really long time...

When I started this Hiatus, it was because my brother had to move in for a few days in the middle of the night because the pipes in his apartment burst and it was the middle of winter.

I guess the sudden shock of things made me realize all the stress I was under and I started taking a break. Then the break got longer, and I started to come up with reasons to come back. And then I posted all those audios for my cake day thinking I was back! But all it did was burn me out cause I rushed it under crunch 🤭

All the while I'm still living with my parents after moving back in after college and it was just stressing me out getting criticized by my aunt all the time and making audios while looking over my shoulder and staying up till 3 am to edit...

So I made a promise to myself! I was going to get a job and get my own place and my next audio would be posted from my new place!

And now it's two years later and I don't have my own place or a job 🤭

Not to say that I have been doing anything! I had a job for a bit but it was minimum wage. And I entered and graduated from a program that trained me in full-stack web development!

And, it didn't matter... I quit my job to finish up the program and after I graduated in April I did job search for a couple of months and got no replies or anything 😅

I'm sure I haven't been applying myself as best I can in the job search. Not tailoring as much as I could have. Not doing any follow-up. Kinda just shot-gunning at bot readers and nothing else.

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So what changed?

I figured I might as well do the things I love if I don't have a job anyway 🤭

I can't and won't promise any consistent upload, but I'm going to try and be consistent with streaming on Twitch and Picarto with my new schedule!

I'm also working seriously on improving my art for the first time on Twitter since I've found some good art friends who are supportive ^-^ (p.s. you should check out the game I did voices for! Clover's Space Beat on itch.io or Newgrounds though you need an account to see it on Newgrounds since it's adult content)

From here I wanna slowly work in editing and YouTube uploads and Reddit posts and script fills \^-^ and if I do end up getting a job and have to move things around, I'll drop Reddit last (unless the CEO goes nuclear... fuck I hate tech bros)

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Anyway, thank you for reading! If you made it this far I'm lucky to have someone like you in my community 🤭 stay well and hope I can keep your attention 💚