Discovered LSD a bit more than 2 Years ago and used it every 3-4 Weeks until like January this year. Contrary to what people say, it didn't lose it's magic, but I was lost in it's magic.

I've met my ex girlfriend and we hardwired our brains to each other and channeled all of the necessary communication in a relationship into the trips which put us through the biggest ups and downs and probably the biggest lessons of our lives.

I've developed a panic disorder through it, due to still tripping while my seasonal allergies flared up hard last year, resulting in daily fear of dying due to the allergies. Later on I solved it through LSD and confronting my fears like losing control over my body. Also solved all the other things that past badtrips have left behind.

The whole feels like a massive Rollercoaster because I feel like I speedrunned my life in that time, going through every possible confrontation with my own mind. I've also been in therapy for the whole time, which helped me massively, because I've used the LSD to fully view myself for who I am and then bring it there. But I probably should've told her while I was doing it and not at the end of last year.

Weirdly enough, I seem to end up at an equal sum. I've had quite a few bad trips but solved them all and learned from them so immensely that I still feel grateful for having them.

For me, LSD still is one of the 3 best things I have in my life and I wouldn't have done it any other way. But I realized too late that I was going too fast.

Since new years I've only done 70ug and a bit of weed 2 weeks ago which felt very refreshing due to me just laying in the grass under the sun, slightly feeling it's effects. I'll probably do it for my whole life, as I feel like it's the most useful resource, but it's really important to take it slow and not overwhelm your mind. I want to prepare my future trips with great care AND great aftercare, so I get to process them fully and at a pace which doesn't make me confront myself at full force.

Take care yall!:)