My gf broke up with me and I found out all the things I was worried about (her finding someone else at her new job, we had a long distance relationship) happened. She left me by saying I did nothing wrong and that I was the best boyfriend ever. But that just made me feel that my best wasnt enough. I have over 80 messages left on read here on reddit trying to reach out for help or just talk to new people. I lost my irl friends due to a mutual "friend" that caused tension between us by blaming his faults on me which made a gap between us for years. All those friends have moved on and dont have time to hang out anymore. I feel a huge pain that I cant shake off. I feel not good enough for anyone. I feel as if I'm unlikable. I've been as positive about everything as I could but I just need a small boost every now and again. Please if anyone is out there that has time to just talk to me it would help ok me greatly. I hate to beg but I feel as if this is the only way to get help...