My confession is that I delayed getting our air conditioner replaced so that my daughters would continue to try to keep cool.

The heat has been miserable the past week. But that heat has been both a blessing and a curse. I can't help but look at my daughters. They have been trying to stay cool until we can get the AC fixed. We’ve been opening all the windows at night to let some cooler air in, but during the day, it just gets to be unbearable. We didn’t do anything exciting for Labor Day weekend because everyone was just too hot to think about much else. I watched as my wife and daughters tried various ways to cool down. Dressing in even less than normal, running fans that blow at their thin shirts, using wet wash cloths on their necks, and even spraying themselves with a water bottle on Saturday to keep cool.

I've barely been able to think straight. When they catch me staring, I just blame the heat, saying I'm overheated or something. But I'm reality, it is because I'm watching my youngest daughter wear a thing shirt, and spray herself down with a water bottle. I have been attracted to her for a while now, but she is even better looking than her mom was at that age. She is gorgeous. And seeing her like this, barely clothed and skin glistening, is making me lose my mind. The last few days have been tough. Every time masturbate, I imagine her, and it makes me want her even more.

The temperature dropped a bit yesterday, and it looks like we’re in for a brief respite until the AC gets fixed. It’s a relief, but I still feel a pang of guilt. Part of me wants to put up with the broken AC for longer, just to continue to enjoy the show. But I know I shouldn't.