The title says it all. I feel like my current life without a loving wife and a couple of kids to take care of is unfulfilling and pointless. There is a void in my heart which urgently needs to be filled with the warmth of my partner being there for me and the laughter of our adorable children next to us.

I need all of that right here and now: my heart doesn't want to wait anymore and it's bleeding right now because I'm still without a loving family to nurture and provide for. I feel the craving for a woman's deep affection and desire, her touch and kiss so badly; me gladly giving these things back to her in gratitude. I need to sense that we're both falling in love, developing a resilient emotional and physical link between each other. I need to make her mine - my beloved wife and the mother of our dear children. I need to make sure that she loves me intensely and wants to be together with me forever. I'd love her back with all my heart and I won't imagine any other future for myself besides becoming her loving husband and the father of our adored kids. I want us to become one in all senses of the word - physically, mentally, sexually, spiritually.

I need both of us to feel very sincerely that we're meant to be together. I need her to feel the same spark as me inside her when we eventually meet each other for the first time. I need to sense our lips joined together in a loving kiss, followed by our hands gripping each other tightly, driven by our intense cravings for physical and emotional intimacy. I need to experience our bodies seeking to touch and explore each other soon after that. I need to notice how eager our hands are to free our bodies from the prison of our clothes. I need to sense her bare skin on mine: each of us bathing in our shared intimacy. I need to feel her loving warmth and wetness envelop me as I enter her passionately, completely unshielded and unprotected. I need to see her desire for me burning as brightly as mine while our bodies join each other in our most intimate moment together. I need to feel us become one as I'm melting inside her from the heat of our intense emotions. I need to let my life-giving seed flow freely into her fertile womb as I'm sliding an engagement ring onto her finger, convert our relationship into something eternal with the promise of a shared future together for the rest of our lives and beyond that.

I need to see the two lines on her test, both of us beaming with joy in that moment. I need to worship her body when she starts swelling with our baby, taking my time to cover all places of her body she feels insecure about with my loving kisses. I need to take proper care of her during her pregnancy, making sure to grant her every single one of her wishes, be it about food or needing my help to get up. I need to make sure that she's satisfied emotionally and physically every single day.

We need to ensure that both of us have wedding rings on our fingers before the day that our child comes into this world: never to be taken off, forming an rock-solid bond between each other. I need to be next to her as she's giving birth to our beloved little one, holding her ring hand in mine and whispering into her ear that everything would be ok. I need to welcome our newborn into my arms and cover them with my kisses before handing them back to their mommy so that she'd enjoy their amazing first moments together. I'd just sit there and watch the two most important beings in my life with a loving gaze, my heart absolutely glowing with pure feelings of unadulterated affection for both of them.

Our family would grow quickly in a rather short time. Very soon we'd be surrounded with a bunch of toddlers running around and multiple babies sleeping in their cribs. We'd love them strongly, intensely and unconditionally - just like we love each other. Our children would form the last missing component of the bond between me and my wife, sealing it into something truly unbreakable for eternity.