My very first time with another man I ended up crying afterwards. I got with my boyfriend and we ended up talking it out after I cried in his arms. He comforted me and reassured me and told me he loved me and was proud of me. I felt so gross, used, and like I cheated on him. He told me I should feel sexy, open, and happy that he’s happy. We talked about the experience and I ended up telling him it was all fun and good until the orgasm and the horny started to wear off. He told me it was okay and that we didn’t have to to it again. But I reassured him and told him I want to try again. He smiled and kissed me and told me he loved me. The other guy was still there the whole time and he was super comforting as well. Definitely want easy the first time but I kept trying and I’m proud of myself !