My wife (of 30 years) and I have been discussing and role playing the Hotwife lifestyle for several years. After a few tries on Reddit and Feeld, I guess I had given up hope that anything would happen, she was just too picky. During a recent Girls trip to Bermuda, my wife met a man at the Resort gym that she described as "Cute". It seemed like the flirting started up pretty quickly and they agreed to meet each morning in the gym to work out. She was admittedly nervous, but I was egging her on via text. She shocked me a bit when she said that she was fantasizing about him fucking her after the first day!  My wife stays in very good shape and has the figure of a much younger woman, so it was not surprise that she was getting attention.  She also told me what workout clothes she was wearing – pretty revealing!  The 2nd day of workouts resulted in more flirting, some touching and in her words "very sexual eye contact" On the 3rd day, she told him that she had some tightness in her neck (my suggestion) and they retreated to an adjacent studio for a "massage". She told me that he started on her hips (and ass of course), to lower back and finished at her neck and shoulders. The massage included some pretty sensual contact with her ass, breasts and neck. She also said she could feel his "rock hard" cock being pressed against her during most of the massage and during what she described as light kisses on her neck.  I know how my wife reacts to a massage, so I was actually wondering if she hadn’t fucked him already.

Since this was really the first time she had engaged in this level of play, I have to admit that my emotions were all over the place. First of all, I was turned on beyond belief, but also had some pangs of jealousy mixed in. Most of all I was thrilled that she was getting pleasure and confidence from this gentleman. My favorite thing in the world is watching my wife get sexual pleasure and get fucked. It was all I could picture and I was a wreck waiting for the text updates.  I finally learned that she hadn't allowed the massage to go further, as she stated, "I wanted to keep the sexual tension at a peak". I suspect she also wanted to tease me with the updates and the anticipation of what would happen on the next (and last) day's workout. I have told her in the past, that if she encounters a situation where she is comfortable, she should go for it. Now here I was nervously waiting to see how far she would go with this man that was clearly pushing the right buttons.  I told her again before the final meeting that I just wanted her to feel good and experience pleasure.

I have never been more turned on than I was (mixed with that same nervous jealousy) waiting for the update on that last day. The first update I got about 1.5 hours in, was a text saying "this feels right, you ok?"  That was when I knew she would be fucking him and that next hour was like a roller coaster of emotions. She did tell me to pleasure myself to the thought of what was happening.  Most of all, I was thrilled that she would be getting sexual pleasure. I just pictured it in my mind, all the different scenarios of my hotwife being fucked by another man. I’ve never experienced emotions like that.  I've always heard others in the lifestyle say just be patient and it will happen when she is comfortable. That was certainly the case for us. She just got home and we’ve been talking about all the feelings that we’re experiencing.  Most of all, I've never been more attracted to her than I am now and her sexual confidence is off the charts. Not sure what the next steps are, but we're enjoying the high from her Girls trip to Bermuda. I can't keep my hands off of her!

I'm hoping others can share their emotions during that first experience.