Married 20 years and we’ve had a couple mfm’s over the last few years. We have a great marriage and great sex life. This kink is more mine than hers although she loves cock so she does like aspects of it. She says she needs a connection in order to be attracted to a guy and want to fuck him. She also says sex has always led to her having feelings. She is very nervous about this possibly harming our marriage and is reluctant to try more. She also said that although she always has fantasized about cock the guys she fucked felt very foreign inside her and really didn’t do much for her. I’m pretty girthy and they were not. I’m thinking a guy with a bigger cock would fix the “foreign” issue. I think she will do it again but not if it is a planned set up. Needs to be more organic. We are going to a nude resort and hoping she sees a guy with a big one that flirts with her and that gets her worked up enough to try it again. Looking forward to any helpful thoughts and advice you can share.