After years of talking and fantasizing, and going back and forth I find myself open more and more to making his fantasy a reality. The whole reason I started this reddit account was for him to have a semi outlet of "sharing me" without actually opening up the bedroom.

As of lately I've been getting off to the thought of my husband watching as I suck a different cock for the first time since we've been together. I just can't seem to get out of my own head with the logistics of actually making it happen. I'm the kind of person that definitely needs some type of connection before going through with anything sexual with another person. That and I'm just so used to my husband that I get nervous thinking about trying a new cock!

I definitely would want to ease my way into the lifestyle, with maybe just starting with sucking someone off either solo or as my husband watches. I just have no idea where to start or even how to try and find a potential playmate. I know for us we'd definitely want it to be something we do when we're traveling so that's an added complication.

Any advice would be appreciated, and who knows maybe it'll happen sooner with your help!