When I moved to where I currently live, my brother made a friend group and I got to hang and talk to them all. They’re all chill, played games and went outside to do hang. I’ve always known I was into guys, but I’ve never told anyone.

One day, one of my brother’s friend, we’ll call him S, comes out the closet. We all accepted him and things never changed between us. But once we started getting older and some going to college, we kinda drifted. But I know we kept in contact through social media.

Like, 6 years later, I’ve been having so many fantasies of finally having sex with another guy. I always wanted to reach out to S and ask him to take my virginity. I didn’t know how to do it. So one day, I literally just hit him up saying “I wanna suck dick”. And he was sooo confused and thought I was messing with him. But then I told him about how long I’ve wanted to experience this and my fantasies. He told me he was surprised but was down to meet the next day.

The next morning, I get into the shower and try my best to prep. Finger myself with a few fingers so it doesnt hurt too much. Then later that day I get there and unfortunately S has a friend there hanging out. After a few minutes, S gets his friend to go to the store for him so we can be alone. After a few seconds of awkward silence, he initiates the conversation. Before I know it I’m bent over taking dick for the first time ever! It felt amazing, but it only lasted a few minutes before his friend came back. Before he put his pants up, I told him I wanted to suck him off before he gets the door. Then I suck him for a minute before everything finishes.

After all of that, I leave so happy and satisfied. I was thinking about everything I should’ve done and what I want to do. Then I just went and hung out with some other friends lol.