Hi, I'm from Mexico, I'm a white handsome twink, 19 years. It turns out that it's really hard to find a boyfriend and I personally don't feel comfortable having sex with someone I don't trust (Even though I learned that I am quite popular with mature men on Grindir) maybe there really isn't much to do in my case to find someone who can make me moan in bed and also move me, but at least I can feel that you guys understand me. I did not find a boyf on Grindir or at university, my last hope is the gym but I will not enter until a few months from now.

It's just frustrating, I'm tired of fingering my ass fantasizing about muscular, dark-skinned men and being horrified at how boring it is for me to touch my penis, I'm mean feels good but what really turns me on is being fuck, not fucking isn't that weird?

What really is weird is that I am Submissive only in bed, I am someone very proud and independent in my life but sexually speaking I feel totally frustrated without a man who makes me feel loved and sore in the ass

You guys have any advice? Can relate?