I very recently got out of a relationship so if that is something that bothers you i apologize. i am currently looking for a more emotional connection rather than anything sexual again if this upsets you i am sorry

I'm 24 5'8 and on the bigger side, pretty husky, dark skin and curly hair. I'm looking for someone in the US either online or in Montana. I'm looking for a monogamous relationship, more of an emotional connection than anything sexual although that is part of it. I'm looking for someone who I can talk with casually, someone who I feel completely comfortable with and who makes me smile just from getting a message from them. A deal breaker for me would be if you try to push me out of my comfort zone too quickly, I'm willing to try new things and change pace for things but if I'm not immediately comfortable or not at least interested and you continue to push me on it then that's a huge deal breaker. I'm really introverted so I'm not horribly fond of spending a lot of time out and about for no reason, though I do enjoy walking around town randomly, I am a huge nerd I love videogames, anime, reading and comfy clothes. I'm also really big on cuddling, it's not a requirement or anything but I do like to cuddle. I guess the biggest piece of info is that I've never been in ANY kind of relationship before so I'm a virgin in the truest sense, never even held hand before.
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I don't have any real experience with kinks or anything of a sexual nature although there are things in interested in more than other for example: collars, edging, orgasm control, and things of that nature. Hard limits include things like: Scat, Blood, CBT, Chastity and forma of extreme pain. Deal breakers would be if you try to force me to do something that's a hard limit or just not being willing to try and communicate, or if you're simply looking to get money from me. I'm looking for a genuine relationship not a hook-up