I (ftm) haven't cum in 81 days, ruins only. Since last Sunday ruins are no longer allowed either. My pussy has been screaming at me for constant touch. I spend hours every day playing with that clit, denying it any type of release. On Thursday I accidentally ruined and I guess Daddy will give me a punishment for that. My wand died on Monday so it's my other toys and my fingers keeping my clit busy. Sweet sweet masturbation. Just rub rub rub. It's Saturday. I want to rub it and fuck it nonstop. Constant stimulation with no release in sight. I want my clitty and my fuck hole to be ready and wet for Daddy and with a little bit of luck, Daddy will at least ruin it but hopefully make me cum. I have no permission to make myself cum, only Daddy has the authority to do that. My pussy is property of Daddy and I'm just training it for him. Daddy's pussy! Ready and wet and needy for his hands and mouth and dick. Constantly being trained and kept wanting. The frustration eternally growing. Daddy's pussy is ready for Daddy!