Firstly, I’m transmasc so please refer to me with masculine terms or derogatory terms(slut/whore/ect)

I’ve been having so much trouble with denial, I can only go a day or so till I mess up. Today I did 19 edges then slipped up and came. I get too needy and lack self control. I’m looking for tasks for myself and punishments/rewards. I have a variety of toys that I’ll list below. My limits are mostly scat and piss, I do have a thing for blood. I’m not used to wearing plugs for extended periods of time though. I would perfer you to reply via comments so others can see your ideas aswell!

Rope, various wands, collars, various paddles, 2 dildos, suction cups, various clips, cuffs, tens machine,Lovense(flexer, lush, domi, Gemini),butt plug, rabbit vibe,floggers, tazapper, anal vibes, blindfold, ribbon, and needles