Hi 18 y/o female here,I have a female fart fetish and it started off relatively small like watching girls asses and have intrusive thoughts to sniff a girls ass. But throughout the years my thoughts of women violently farting on me have gotten progressively more and more dark. I'll look at a woman with a fat ass and wish I was in her ass want her to fart on my clit or fart deliciously into my mouth, but then it gets worse, I'll see another woman with a fat ass and I continue to think about her ass but then I start thinking about her farting on me violently without my permission. Like consent no consent but with a female fart fetish. But as soon as I realize I can't have a woman sit on my face and fart on me I became irritable and angry. Or I'll get to moments where I just can't take it anymore and I need a woman to fart on me. To the point where I contemplate walking over to my neighbors and asking them to fart on me. My neighbors, a lot of them have fat asses and I'm so close to just violently ripping off there pants and putting my mouth up to their asshole and waiting for them to let their delicious gass spew into my mouth. I think I might need to seek help.