We began with tantric principles but found stims and porn and orgasm denial for twenty hours provided much high quality sexual enlightenment. She’s in jail and we won’t be together again. I’ve had a couple girls that like to party, but that level doesn’t of kink can’t come out all at once. So I’ve resigned myself to the fact that it doesn’t s highly unlikely I’ll be that sexually compatible with anyone else, so I’ll edge myself and watch porn alone because there are no real sexually deviant women who just want to be dirty. I will never pay for sexual gratification unless my ex gets paroled and agrees to leave after sexual enlightenment if I pay her. I just want to be kinky and naked and naughty and it be acknowledged. I’m a sicko! Someone insult my dick or something…