(F21) So far I’ve orgasmed 24 times since November has started, but today I haven’t cum even once. I decided to challenge myself and edge to have my first orgasm be mind blowing. I also want to stretch my pussy out because recently, since I’ve been just rubbing to cum, I’ve gotten very tight. Which feels great in a way but fuck stretching out my pussy just feels so amazing. I love the feeling of taking out a dildo and feeling a breeze pass inside my newly loose cunt, it’s the feeling I’ve been craving. So, I decided to cockwarm my biggest dildo. I made sure I was wet enough and then kind of forced it in which like really hurt at first I’m not going to lie, but then the pain felt really good once I got used to the side. Normally, I need a warmup to fit it inside so this was way rougher, which made me really fucking wet. I’ve been really into rough sex lately, it’s been all I’ve been watching lately. I just really want a man to be rough with me, treat me like a fuckdoll and use my body. I’ve also been really into CNC lately, which I think is just because I’ve been hornier than usual since I’m not usually into that but Fuckk. I keep reading CNC stories pretending to be in it, imagining how it’d feel like to be so throughly bred and used. Mmm I’m so fucking horny and honestly while there is good porn to watch, I kind of want something new to get into. I still really love edging and masturbating but I feel like it’s starting to get boring cuz I’m watching most of the same stuff. I’ve also watched so much porn I think I’m starting to get desensitised to it. I want something to get really excited and uncontrollably horny about again. Over the summer, that was fisting and pissplay (both which I haven’t done in a while and I don’t think I’m really into pissplay much anymore). I want something new to be excited about idk. Anyways, I love my full pussy being stretched by this big fucking dildo, it feels so good I love ittt, wish I was always this full. I also wish it was a real dick so it could cum inside me. It’s been inside me for like a couple of hours mmm I already feel looser. If anyone has any suggestions or tasks for be fun things to try out, please 🙏