Alright so I deleted this app back in June after one too many ghostings ( I used to offer to coach orgasm denial and practice my Domming approach) but I’m back briefly because NNN is a special time of year, I can never stay away from this subreddit for too long, so here’s my quick story of the past few months and plan for the future (maybe)

So the most recent ghosting of an online sub kinda broke me a little and I decided to delete Reddit and go back to my regular edging routine. I turned into meditative edging. Loooong sessions, plenty of lube, no porn, but relaxing music and breathing exercises. It almost feels transcendent to edge like that. Especially with a week of no touch first, followed by the session I described.

Once I got Reddit out of my system in the summer I decided I wanted to try Locktober. I started doing research and, long story short, ended up buying a few cages. I did Locktober caged most of the time (taking it off to pee) and I made it up to my birthday in late October before giving up and, well, you know. So close to succeeding! Ah well there’s always NNN…

I just failed not too long ago in a very frustrating way. I was doing NNN no touch style. Either caged or every other day using my new penis pump which I’m trying to get into the habit of using. I failed because I thought it was a great idea to listen to pumping instructions on soundgasm and… well… It was almost a ruin! Almost. 10 days. Fuck!

Well it was a ruin technically because I ruined NNN, something I’m usually really good at. This post is/was my self punishment. I decided that if I failed NNN I’d return, tail between my legs and post. I also plan to do NNN ‘25 on Reddit. Maybe. I’m not sure. I might try to get back into offering my services to the denial girl newbies of this subreddit. I’m running out of stuff to say so I’ll end here, thanks for reading folks!