day 46 with no orgasms (technically?). i was so fucking desperate yesterday. i spent four hours with my dolce and hush being controlled. first i was working from home, making a mess of myself. everyone was teasing me, my clit was so sensitive and swollen 😵‍💫 i couldn’t focus on my work, i was essentially being paid to play with my pussy and ass.

after my work day ended, i decided to move the show to a more public setting. i needed to run some errands and kept them in. as i shopped, it became increasingly difficult. it felt so good but i couldn’t take it. i had my first ruin standing next to a woman. it was so intense, i made a small noise that concerned her. she asked me if i was okay, i smiled and said of course and quickly excused myself. i found a bathroom and wiped my legs since i was wearing a skirt. i was dripping and i was so wet my toy was moving. once i was all set, i went back out and tried again. my clit was sensitive that it didn’t take long for my second ruin. i said fuck it this time and just quickly finished my shopping, hoping no one would notice my legs. when i got to my car, i was so turned on that i put legs on the dashboard and fucked my ass in the parking lot. eventually my toys died but i just wasn’t done yet. i got home and got my hitachi and put her right on my clit. having a ruin in public turned me on so much. i know i shouldn’t cum but i just want to have all the orgasms in public. i rubbing my clit just thinking about it 🤤