The task completed: Put in the tail plug, wear the collar. Grind against the knot toy while sitting like a puppy on hind legs. Ride it a little until you feel close, then take the knot without cumming and stay on it for 3 mins!

Events of The Night~

I started the night off by displaying everything I might need for this task; collar, buttplug & tail, knotted dildo, lube and a couple extra things.

I was already leaking by this point, I could feel the slick wet spot forming in my boxers as the anticipation grew, and I laid out a towel and a pillow alongside all my toys on the floor...

To warm up, I slipped out of my pants and began humping my pillow as I scrolled reddit. Rubbing and panting at the friction between my legs, and feeling the wetness grow in my boxers... I pulled my shirt off and swiftly clipped my collar around my neck. I started typing up a post for here talking about the anticipation I felt~ I always love posting when I start feeling my mind slip, and the desperate horny mess that is that state of mind taking over while I dream about the possibilities of people seeing my posts and taking advantage of my edged out, desperate state of mind, heh.

I posted twice tonight (three if you count this), and got some bites from you lovely people spurring me on~ the first person told me to keep humping, and suck on my dildo while I did. At this point there was a visible wet spot on the pillow where I'd leaked through my boxers while desperately rutting into it, a cock deep in my mouth, drool dripping down the shaft. I was told to deepthroat it until I gagged, and I'm a good obedient pet, so of course I did as told, bucking my hips and bobbing my head deeper until the top of the knot pushed against the back of my throat, making tears well up in my eyes. Heavan. The only thing that would have been better was if one of you were there to shove your cock down my throat repeatedly until you exploded hot ropes of cum down my throat~

I couldn't take it anymore, so I finally stripped my boxers off and lubed up my plug, gently pushing it in after I had attached the soft tail. So good.

I didn't wanna go straight for the the thick knotted dildo, so I grabbed my hands-free stroker/dildo and sat down on it. This thing is absolutely heavenly, it fits so well inside me, and my dick is perfectly cupped. I let out a quiet gasp as I began to rock my hips, it was so damn good, I could have drooled. I was watching a video of a guy desperately fucking a clear fleshlight, and dear lord, let me tell you... I started matching his pace, going faster and faster... fucking into my toy while simultaneously being fucked by it, it was so hard not to cum. I was so close to giving in. It felt so fucking gooddd. I don't know how I managed to hang on, but I finally pulled myself off of it, because I knew I'd cum if I didn't.

I grabbed the thick knotted toy and sat down on that, a bit calmer after a moment, and once again started rocking to the pace of the video my eyes were glued to. Sometimes lifting up a bit higher and feeling the weight of my tail tug at my buttplug. Fuuuck. I put more weight down onto the dildo, feeling it slowly stretch me open. I couldn't keep my hands to myself, so I started frantically stroking myself. I didn't want to rush trying to take the knot, so I just sat for many many minutes, stroking, bucking, quietly moaning to the sounds and sights of desperate guys pumping desperate loads into their toys.

The knot started to slip in before I meant it to. I tried to stop it at first as the stretch was so fucking intense, I nearly cried out, but I realized it was too late, and it popped fully inside and I nearly doubled over, it was so intense. I have never felt such a strong mixture of pain and pleasure. I was instantly close to cumming whenever I stroked my dick. But I had to keep stroking so the pain wouldn't overcome me. I sloppily rubbed and stroked at myself as much as I could, and whined and moaned impatiently whenever I had to stop so I wouldn't cum. Having to stay like that for 3 minutes suddenly seemed like an eternity, but somehow I held out. Cycling between stroking to this intense pressure, so stretched, whining and writhing when I had to stop. So, so desperate... I have never felt so genuinely desperate. It was so good..

Luckily I did not hurt myself, I was a bit worried because I have in the past trying to take that knot too fast. But not this time, this time I was just made into a leaking fucking puddle, mind absolutely melted.

After that I spent some time using my airpulse toy to more effortlessly edge again and again so I could rest my my other body parts after the ordeal... but my stupid horny fucking self fucked up at the very last second, and I accidentally had a ruined orgasm... I need to be more careful. I'm still going to count this task as completed, but I think I deserve punishment for growing too weak and letting that happen. I'll probably make a separate post for that somewhere, but if you've made it this far into the post and have any ideas... feel free to let me know. (":

Peace for now!