God it feels like such a struggle to be such an edge slut while being hypersexual. There are days i can't get anything done at all because i'm distracted by how horny i am all the time. Edging is both the only thing that helps and makes it so much worse. Cumming happens often whether i want it to or not, but it almost always makes me painfully hornier in the end.

If I edge every day my cunt is always aching, but at least it can get some satisfaction and then will let me focus for a little while until the need to edge inevitably gently creeps back in. If i cum my reprieve is longer, maybe a day or two, but then my arousal will strike me out of nowhere and nearly knock me off my feet. The arousal becomes so distracting all i can do is feel myself leak and think about edging or being used like a fuck toy. I can never get anything done, all i can do is daydream of edging.

Today is one of those days. I went over the edge on accident maybe two days ago, and now i'm sitting in the library trying to write a paper and study, but all I can think of is edging my tdick and stuffing myself with toys. I've been scrolling through my feed, staring at porn and people edging themselves, reading about people currently edging and I'm just throbbing and leaking through all of it. I'm worried i'm going to stand up to find a visible a wet spot on my jeans

Having my body hardwired to be horny all the time does occasionally, unfortunately make responsibilities difficult, but I find it's genuinely outweighed by how utterly fucking hot it makes my daily life. I'm such a fucking slut my pussy is never satisfied and i'm always leaking and my cunt is always begging to be edged and played with. thinking about it gets me so damn triggered just being so controlled by this desperate, needy, dripping hole between my legs. Never satisfied always wanting more, god it makes me feel so fucking dumb like the worlds best fucktoy.

I think truthfully the best solution i've found is ruining all my orgasms. I did that for a few weeks, and it seemed to strike a balance between the truth that accidents often happen while also keeping me the right amount of desperate so that the need never really goes away for a day or two like it does when i cum. I've tried very hard to condition myself to only crave ruined orgasms but it's hard to stick to. I'm on the search for hypnosis files that reinforce it, but for now i'm just at the mercy of myself trying my best to stick to it even when i am at my most fucked out and brainless after edging for hours. If anyone has any tips or file suggestions i'd be happy to hear it.

I guess i'm going to pack up and go home, there's no way i'm getting anything done today. Not with the giant distracting wet spot that's grown while writing this post.