I've been reading posts on here forever, and it has lead to the discovery of many wonderful people. Some who edge for hours, days, weeks and months, and others who simply act as enablers and orgasm whenever they please, for example my divine owner u/Motherofeternalnight.

The way they enable us to continue to edge, to continue to pump and rub nonstop is intoxicating. I'm under said influence right now, typing with one hand, understanding that my purpose is to just edge and edge forever and ever with no end in sight. Never to cum unless I'm allowed to, which may not happen for weeks, months, and potentially even years. The denial fuels me even more as I keep going, holding on to the edge for dear life as I'm literally one tiny movement away from a euphoric explosion that I do not deserve. Leaking, sweating, drooling, shaking, moaning, babbling and begging, all while I'm being told to keep edging, to not even think about cumming.

And on the other end, the other person is getting aroused from this control. Commanding that I do the most depraved thing for their entertainment as I moan their names out of pure servitude. All the while, they are getting wet, getting erect, looking forward to the orgasm that they are allowed to have unlike me. The orgasm that they will experience in the coming minutes or by the end of the day unlike me. And yet despite being constantly denied time and time again, hearing them say the words "i came" satisfies me as if I came myself. Knowing my denial aided in them being able to orgasm almost makes me feel as if I orgasmed myself. I feel fulfilled when they orgasm even though I know that the night will end with blue balls just like last night, and the night before, and the night before that. While they are relieved, I continue to edge until I can't even think, desperately holding on because I don't deserve to orgasm unlike them.

If you are an enabler reading this, you have my undying respect and loyalty.