here i am again, posting about dick while fully convincing everyone around me that i’m a “lesbian”. i can’t even pretend to lie to myself anymore and have accepted that if anything, im 60% attracted to women and 40% extremely sexually attracted to men and the attention they give me. it’s gotten to the point where when im introduced to a new man, or even see one that catches my eye on the street i can’t help but think about what his cock looks like, how he jerks off and what he jerks off to. it’s even worse with men that i personally know and am attracted to, one being my bestfriend who happens to have a girlfriend 😭 the other being a new coworker who is around my age but is from the next town over and is leaving soon 😭😭 so im forced onto reddit, staring at cocks that i’ll never get to touch and talking to men that would take my cock virginity so easily they’d barely have to make a move on me irl. my fingers have been on my clit since i woke up this morning and ive been just barely edging myself the whole time… it’s gotten too much and now i need some male attention again 🥺