I am challenging myself. I want to be denied not just from cum, but from edging and touching, no matter how badly I want to destroy myself. I fucking love pleasure and porn. Ass and assholes. Gapes and prolapses, ass fucking, and depravity have my heart and soul. I went out of my way to go and talk to two girls at the gym today and go their numbers and I plan to use their holes for edging my cock.  - (It’s the only time I’ll be allowed to edge or touch). Corruption is the word I am looking for, I want to corrupt others and become even more corrupted than I already am myself. Denial has me on so fucking hard, I think I am going crazy, but being denied and desperate and horny feels so good. Life is FUCKING GOOD. Truly. I need more and more goonettes in my life..! I fucking love women. I love sex, and I love porn. (Food is good too). Sharing all of this with others is the fucking dream and being denied is the way to make it all happen. Usually, when I cum or have sex, I can shoot loads so big after edging my cock for hours even days. Now that I can’t touch at all? The next time I finally do cum, It’s going to be waterfalls of cum leaking from my throbbing cock and it’s going to feel so fucking good. Until then, happy denial and corruption. J.O..i.N me.

Here is my simple plan: 

• Watch porn - Scroll on reddit/twitter/Instagram - 1 hr a day (min.) today = 3 hrs. 
• Dirty sexting and nasty talk with other Redditors (HMU) - need friends. 
• Only touch and edge and/or cum when fucking. 
• Go one year from today…
• That simple.