I’ve always been a squirter. Going on T made it worse. Not letting myself cum made it soooo much worse. I leak thru my undies every day. The longer I go without orgasm, the worse it gets.

I’m stuck in a vicious cycle. My pussy gets wet so easily, and I’m embarrassed of how wet it gets. Being embarrassed makes me wetter, then I get more embarrassed, and it just keeps getting worse and worse. And good boys don’t cum, so I’m not allowed to, so I get so horny I have to edge, but that just makes it worse too!

And the worst part is that I don’t need to cum in order to squirt anymore. That one humiliating aspect of cumming, the fact that I make a massive mess, can now be easily achieved without giving me release. I squirt every time my gspot is stimulated, and masturbatimg has become so much messier. I end up sitting in a puddle a lot of the time

I feel like I’m going insane. I wanna cum so bad, but I know I’m not allowed to. It’s so unfair, but it makes my pussy wet, so obviously i like it? Idk, denial makes me dumb