It turns me on so much to watch the man that I desire with someone else, at first the idea of it felt a bit delusional but if I’m being honest there’s a kink to it. I love hearing when others (men and woman) flirt with him, he’s an attractive straight male, and the idea of knowing that others lust after him is so arousing. I’ve frequently asked to be told when he has sex (we’re not exclusive) and all about his past flings. He’s also shared videos he’s made of himself during sex and I cannot describe the arousal that it brings me, my pussy gets achingly wet that I can easily orgasm to it but I try not to, I enjoy every second of it. Recently, it’s gotten to the point where I’d tell him to go have sex just so I can hear about it after, and edge myself. My fantasy is to share him with another woman. I want to instruct their every move while I withhold my orgasms, until I burst in her mouth after him.