Hey 27M here back with another post!

Last time, I find out that my good girl can have some dommy tendencies

This time, I'm somehow am drained and INCREDBILY horny at the same time

I'll keep this short.. ^{especially since I had almost everything typed up and I accidently refreshed the page and its gone -_-}. I am posting this many hours after typing this up

I woke up like 40 minutes ago (it was 20 minutes when i first wrote this -_-) hard and horny and so desperate to cum. And I write this while my cock is straining to cum (this part is still true.. and how I have to type all this again)

I last came properly on 5/20, 11 days go.

I have been SO horny this week ^{[1] context at bottom} but my first ultra ruined orgasm happened on 5/22

I came in my sleep

I cum in my sleep sometimes if I've been edging a lot and/or denied a while. Especially if I edge right before going to bed. But these are WORSE THAN RUINED ORGASMS because at least when I'm awake I can enjoy the little relief of the pressure in my balls being released

But when I cum in my sleep, I get nothing. I go to sleep with my balls feeling full and achy and I wake up in a wet mess but I'm just has horny as before (more actually). The only thing is I feel less "full" which is a ughhh feeling. That you feel like you could burst at any second

My second ultra ruined orgasm happened on the night of 5/28 where I came in my sleep again. This time, I woke up in the middle of the night to a stickiness. My boxers were SOAKED. So much so that my night pants were bit damp.. ^[2].

Then the third ultra ruined orgasm happened AGAIN THEN LAST NIGHT (5/30). It kinda is my fault since I edged for over an hour right before bed but I couldnt help it. This time I became conscious right before. Enough to sleepily think "oh no" and then feel the cum pour out of me :((((

I wake up wanting to cum so desperately every time but I dont want to without building it up. Half the fun is feeling it all cum out. So I didn't cum. So I need to build that up again. but HOLY I AM SO HORNYYYYYY

At this point I just want to be edged again to build a new load for the 4th time. And when my balls are finally full again, I want to be milked and forced to cum again and again until I'm truly empty :((

I haven't been this desperate in a bit. and I AM SO ACHYY. It's weird. I almost want to plead to cum but I myself dont want to just yet.. maybe if I get time this weekend ;)

oh wow.. Ive been leaking a good bit.. maybe my balls arent fully drained after all hehe

^{[1] thought I'd put this here instead of interrupting the story haha.} Last weekend (5/26), my good girl was online at the same time as me after a long time. We talked for a bit and she told me how horny she was since she hasnt had the time to edge recently. Well, I had to take advantage of that! And I denied her ;) left her poor pussy aching. I usually let her cum so I had to remind her that I could do that! But I felt too mean so I told her I'll deny myself too.. bad idea

^[2] I talked to her again on 5/29 where I told her I came in my sleep. She was denied again of course.. as was I now too since I wanted to build it up