today is the second day of not bringing myself to denial a few times before a release. found some audios that tickled my fancy last night while gaming, had over the head headphones for my game and wireless earbuds for the audio/phone and it was soooo nice. felt like i could just ignore everything... almost, at least.

one of my siblings knocked on my door to let me know that they had made tea and put it in the fridge.. 🙃 i'm tired of it.. getting cock blocked time and time again, i mean hell, can't even wank one out in the bathroom before a knock on the door a minute in, let alone to actually use it. i know i enjoy denial but this isn't the way i want to be denied lmao...