So not so long ago I read about the shadow functions and I am very interested in how Demon Se would look like in ENFPs.

Specifically I was wondering this because I feel like I'm not in a good place in my life at the moment (lacking goals, motivation, feeling stuck and powerless) and I feel like my mind always wanders towards drug usage as a way to cope (I'm wondering if this is Se, I don't really know). Or in other cases, my ways of being self-destructive often lead to me making unwise decisions at the moment without thinking of the consequences.

I also saw a video by C.S. Joseph (I don't really like his video on ENFPs bc it feels a lil biased and the metaphors he uses I don't relate with) where he said Se Demon would result in physical violence... I will admit that sometimes I feel this kind of urge, and I've always wanted to learn boxing bc I know it would help in case of frustration or just to release bad energy.

So now I would like to know how other ENFPs deal with Se Demon and a general explanation of what it looks like! I don't feel too confident with my knowledge on mbti, so please be gentle with me haha