What were your worst experiences with stims? Not the usual “I’m having a heart attack” stuff, something that you’ll never forget. Heres two of mine:

1. Went to a rave party and took 3g of speed paste and an xtc pill that was actually just amph too. It was an overkill by itself like a g would have been more than enough, since it was good shit, but that wasn’t the biggest problem. Water was insanely overpriced. Not even big events were this expensive, and the toilets were full all the time, so I ended up drinking about 2-3 bottles of water, while dancing non-stop,sweating like a horse. The rave ended, the sun has risen and when we went out, I noticed people were giving me weird looks. I had no idea why so I checked my face on my phone. HOLY FUCKING SHIT. I’ll never forget that face….I was scared of myself. I looked like a fucking zombie. My face was basically just skin and bones, eyes shunk in like I’ve never seen before, huge DARK circles around my eyes. It might sound like an usual comedown face, but believe me it was a different level. People said they have never seen someone looking this bad on a comedown. I had kind of a baby face back then and even though, people thought I was in my 30’s. On the train back to home I pretended to be asleep and people were talking about me, if I was dead or needed an ambulance.

2. 1g of an unknown RC and 0.5 meth. I took both of these substances within a short period of time at a friends house. Everything was fine then boom. I got in a weird catatonic,autistic state. Couldn’t speak at all or move. I was sitting in a chair in the same position for hours. Then psychotic symptoms like crazy paranoia,the most horrifying delusions I’ve ever had. The guys I was with,tried to help to get me better but nothing worked I couldn’t even answer to a simple yes or no question so they just let me be. I went home the next day feeling like shit, but the paranoia and delusions were mostly gone. Instead of just going to sleep my dumb ass took some long ass hits of an alt-noid cart (Don’t remember the substance) and my heart rate skyrocketed to the point I couldn’t breath properly and my limbs were going numb. If I laid down my heart rate went down, but to the point it was abnormal, when I stood up it went back to the 150 territory. Paranoia and delusions were back of course. This went on for hours then I gave up and went to the ER. This didn’t really scare me away from doing shit like this, in fact a few days later I had a nice 5150 visit to the looney bin because I candyflipped on the 3rd day of a meth binge almost a full bottle of 2mg clonazepam. I was a fucking idiot back then 🤣