I’m 19yrs old, male. In highschool I did most of the fun stuff, mushrooms, lsd, molly, oxys, xans, and coke a few times. Now I work full-time and just don’t hangout with those people anymore, it’s not that I don’t like doing that stuff, I just don’t have the connections I use to. I’m pretty much a loner who just smokes and drinks most nights. I’ve always been on adderall for my ADD, never really made me fell like much of anything. I currently take 10mg XRs, but no matter how many I do I can’t seem to stay up longer than 48hrs. I think the most I’ve ever done at once was like 5 and then my heart just started beating like crazy and I just laid down for like 12hrs, I was also pretty drunk too though. Someone told me that 3 10mg XRs is not the same as 1 30mg XR though. Is this true? Also I’ve tried to get high doses and the IRs but my current doctor won’t give me anything becuase of my history. I could try and find a new doctor but my aunt got caught doing that and she can’t get anything anymore.