When I was 14 I wanted to tried weed but at the time I was afraid to smoke anything out of fear of getting lung cancer so I thought buying edibles would be a good alternative to this. I began buying these edibles off some random on Snapchat that were sold as “chuckles peach ring” jellys. They had no taste of weed whatsoever and the high was unlike any other drug I’ve ever tried, the best way I could describe it is abit like weed mixed with ketamine because of the dissociating effects. When I’d take them I’d feel like I was in 3rd person almost like my body was ceasing to exist, on high dosages time would almost completely come to a stop, not just moving slowly minutes would literally feel like hours, occasionally they would make me insanely paranoid to the point where I thought people were possessed by demons trying to kill me.

But despite this I still really enjoyed them and for almost 2 years I became pretty obsessed with them and would be taking them multiple times a week and doing whatever I could to get money for them.
I only realised they weren’t actually THC when I began smoking weed and tried some normal edibles, despite this I continued to take them and was only able to stop when I couldn’t find anyone selling them anymore. I later found a news article with a picture of the ones I’d been buying that said the chemicals in them were 5F-EDMB-PICA and ABD-BUTINACA. Do any of you have experience would these chemicals and did you get any long lasting effects from taking them? I’m pretty sure there similar to k2 or spice. The way I’d consume them was always eating them which led to me getting stomach pain Frequently about a year after I started. People would also tell me it kinda changed my appearance and made me look like a junkie.

It’s been 3 years since I’ve taken them now but I feel like I permanently fried my brain and changed my personality, i’m always very dissociated / derealisatized and unable to concentrate on anything, people tell me I always seem like I’m high even when I’m not, also severe memory loss and just being a lot slower overall but I guess that could be from the other drugs I tried later on. Wondering does anyone else have experience with these Jellys or spice in general ? Makes me so frustrated that this all could have avoided if cannabis was legal and regulated where I live so I wouldn’t have needed to buy them on the black market in the first place.