I think this is a new record for me.

I just want to say that I appreciate you girls/guys/enbies and your support of me over the past few years. I have made a number of stupid mistakes, I have said dumb shit, and I have stumbled.

Despite that fact, there have always been people willing to educate me, talk to me calmly and rationally, and help me learn to be a better person and be a better provider to all of you.

I really can't express how grateful for that I am. I'm sure I will screw up again at some point and say something dumb, it's sort of core to my being to question stuff and be an iconoclast. At the same time, I'm exceptionally grateful that this community understands the concept of forgiveness and growth. I don't always get it right, but I'm still trying to get it right even when I fail.

I finally got published this year, and I continue to work on further publications and other things to further solidify the veracity of my work and the efficacy of my techniques. My new 100 and 200 mg pellets will be available pretty soon and that will be something awesome for trans healthcare in the United States. The idea of installing an implant into somebody that lasts 18 to 24 months so they can just live their life and forget about being transgender for a while seemed like a fantasy but it's about to be a reality.

I read a thread a couple months ago where someone called me the Elon Musk of transgender medicine and while I laughed, I've come to the realization that this is not the kind of person that I want to be. I don't know how fair of a comparison it is, but I definitely have tweeted some stupid shit before and stolen ideas from people smarter than me and repurposed them into something new.

Regardless, I think I can accomplish a lot more if I learn to mesh a little bit better with society. So regardless, this is a post expressing my gratitude to all the people that helped me cope with being an Autistic weeb who really just wants to do his best to help the trans community.

I'm going to continue to avoid posting any hot takes. I think this is as spicy as my page should be for a while. But regardless, I'm grateful to everyone who was able to forgive me for mistakes I've made and help me grow to become the provider and man I am now. I'll continue to do my best for you. I promise.