Right now: this is when it hurts the most.

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Right now. After a long day of work. And a quick 15 minute visit after school/ before dinner.

I’ve been sitting here, alone. For 5 hours. No check ins from family or friends. Just alone with my thoughts.

And my body wants to sleep. But my mind won’t shut down. The tears and emotions consume me. If this…. What if…. If only I did X…..

And it becomes too much to bear. The grief. The pain. All I want to do is sleep, to avoid the pain. But I’m too afraid to fall asleep, because I don’t want to wake up, avoiding the pain.

Now. Now is when I am weakest. My most vulnerable.

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