We have been divorced for about 3 months... separated in November. Today.... is the anniversary of the first day we met in person. At the very moment I writing this post, was when I kissed her for the very first time. She was (and still is) so beautiful.... it's been 9 months since we split.... I feel like it's day 1 still. We remained so close the entire 9 months- and went no contact last Thurs..... I wonder if the significance of today even crossed her mind. The marriage ended because of me... I didn't cheat... but I certainly had faults. It just seems so many couples give their partner a 2nd chance even when cheating is involved.... I never got a 2nd chance... even though I have spent just about every single day since we split trying from every angle possible to give me a chance. But it never happened.... so men... if you are still under the same roof.... and you want it to work... don't let her walk out that door without telling her how you feel... without admitting your wrongs.... F$&K pride!!! 9 months..... its still not any easier!!

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