My ex wife has a large friend and family support group. I don't, I have maybe 2 people I can talk to and they both think she's great and are sad for me that we split up. I cant stop thinking about all the bullshit her friends and family are feeding her about me in the hopes of making her feel better, feel justified. My friends care, her friends are over there essentially shit talking about me and she's sucking it up. You know the stuff they don't say while your together, but as soon as you are apart they suddenly have all these opinions they didn't want to tell you. These harsh truths that they were saving you from. Fucking traitorous bitches! That's a huge reason I cant face her now. I cant stand in front of her knowing that she's looking at me with all these new perceptions. While mine are still the same. Now I'm that "guy" that stories get told about. I don't feel like I'm articulating this very well but had to try.