There's something so incredibly frustrating about having ones life in order, studying in a great university, having savings and a wonderful supportive family and friends while being totally clueless with girls. It seems like people are having sex, dating, playing around left and right while I'm way too clueless and awkward to join the fun. I mean I don't really even know what you're supposed to talk during a date.

It makes things worse that I'm not even bad looking. I'd say I'm handsome and athletic and most people wouldn't even guess I'm still a virgin (I hope!). If you think you can recognise a virgin just from the way he looks, tell me how.

Anyway, being deprived of intimacy like this naturally makes me more inclined to watch porn and edge myself to it, which naturally makes things worse for anxiety and insecurity, reinforcing a loop that keeps me stroking myself and without pussy. Lately I've even gotten into more intense things like cuckolding.

As you might have guessed, I'm looking for someone to really play with these masochistic tendencies to fantasise about people around me and how they enjoy their sex life while I have to stroke myself alone, being able to only dream what a pussy would feel like.I hope you'll send me a chat if you're curious to hear and talk more! You could be another horny virgin, experienced man who has had tons of sex and wants to tease me, a girl who is curious about me and wants to tease or with any other kind of motivations.

Specific post idea:

You've been lucky with girls and had quite a lot of interesting sex that you love to go back to in your mind and play out again. At the same time you know about my situation and can't resist the thought of bullying me a bit by telling me some parts of your previous fun, while watching how my face gets blushed and the bulge in my pants grows, fully aware of how awkward you're making my situation. Maybe you even pretend like you're imagining doing me a favour since you assumed I wanted to hear all about what you've been up. Maybe you've been having fun with someone I know and like behind my back and now I can't believe my ears when you start to tell of all the things you've been up to with her.

You're enjoying this. The feeling of comfortable superiority over me, knowing I haven't felt the things you did and probably won't for some time. In fact if it's up to you, you're going to draw it out as long as you can.