The world we live in and the future of it is too dreary for me to handle at times, attention has been difficult to find on top of that here and there. So here I am looking for someone to make me feel jitters again. I'm not looking to change my situation (married), honestly things are good for me at home. However, there are times during the work week and some weekends where things get lonely and repetitive - it would be nice to know someone else is out there thinking I'm handsome and wondering what handsome is doing over the weekend. While I do the same for you, of course, beautiful.

The Taylor Swift song "Guilty as Sin?" became an instant favorite on my playlist because it kind of delves into the feeling I'm looking for: What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind? Yes. I am a Swifty and I'm not ashamed of it. My playlists actually have tremendous range from TS to 90's boy bands to 90's boom-bap hip hop, 00's RnB to my favorite genre; conscious hip hop. But I digress.

I'm posting in these more "casual" subs because the ratio is awful out here and I'm playing the numbers game. I think of an F4M post like the crab in Finding Nemo and the hoards of men around them the "MINE!" Seagulls. I digress, again.

Me: I'm South Asian 6'0, 181 lbs, bearded, short but full head of hair, and I workout 6x week. My facial features and complexion appear more Middle Eastern or North African. I take care of my appearance, hygiene, and grooming - you should too. I consider myself a young professional although I'm on the wrong side of 30 </3. Well spoken and well written. Probably think too much. Never have and won't mess with any drugs.

Outside of working out, which is more to cope with stressors and sorrows, I love desserts, coffee, sleepy cuddles, and all animals. Like I said my music range is tremendous and I have a well curated playlist. The last person I connected with deeply was because she was into music that was right in my wheelhouse: current music that gave the vibe of 90's hip/hop RnB. Example: Only One - MIKNNA & SATICA. I cope with a sad family life and a heartless world with always trying to make other people laugh. I'm very sarcastic, with little to no filter, and once opened up have a propensity for dark humor.

You: Being into similar music, long love-note messages/chats, and deep conversations will reel me in. Matching my internally depressed/goth, but externally very happy and optimistic vibe is not mandatory but would sweep me off my feet.

*big sigh* attraction matters, I'm sorry and not sorry at the same time - looking for someone with a similar commitment to their appearance as myself, hwp or in better shape/thinner figure.

Mention your favorite baby animal pics to look at in your message to show you read this far. As a reward for getting this far there is a classy NSFW-ish pic in profile!