This happened several years ago, right before COVID, but I remember it clearly because I’ve never dared to do it again. At the time, my boss was a black man, a few years older than me. I was in my late 40s then. Although I never felt attracted to him, he was a nice guy, and we got along well enough. Every now and then, if he wore just the right fitted shirt, I would find him almost attractive. He wasn’t handsome, but he had a calm, patient personality and a soothing voice, especially over the phone.

Which brings me to my confession.

One day, while working from home, we had a meeting over Webex. Both our cameras were off, and his voice that day must have caught me off guard. I don’t know why, but on that call, I felt this urge to indulge myself with him as my unwitting partner.

I managed to keep my professional persona intact as I listened to him speak. I'm proud that I never dropped character, successfully pretending to be a confident, experienced career woman. But beneath the surface, while maintaining that work-voice tone, I let my hand wander down to my lady bits to secretly explore as I continued to listen to his cool, deep voice.

Half my brain stayed focused on the conversation, discussing deliverables or whatever meaningless work goal we were chasing at the time. The other half surrendered to the moment. I let my pleasure build, and I realized I could actually finish if I kept going. And I did. I reached my climax quietly and with more control than I thought I had. I was so careful to suppress the sighs and heavy breathing that my body just does all on it's own in those critical moments.

I remember the release was satisfying enough to relieve the tension, but wasn't a great one. I was quite proud of myself however. My boss didn’t suspect a thing, or at least I don’t think he did. I maintained my composure, kept the conversation professional, and got off the call like nothing had happened.

So, don't judge the appearance of a quiet, Asian, middle-aged, career mom by her cover. Beneath the carefully maintained exterior, there’s a bored, often horny lady who dares herself to take stupid risks like this and rubs away to her boss’s deep, masculine voice. LOL