This summer while I was at the beach with some friends for a birthday I had went up to the gift shop they had there. It was on the pier and it was midday during June so it was insanely busy. I was looking at the shot glasses they had since it was my friend's 21st and she panned on getting wasted, it was toward the back of the gift shop and right against the wall. A older guy maybe 40-50 was looking at them to, he was wearing sunglasses so I couldn't see where he was looking but I had a feeling he was looking at me, I had a cover up but it was open and I was wearing a bikini so I closed it to be safe. After another minute I had stepped forward go grab the one I wanted and he had stepped behind me to leave but he stopped and grabbed my tits with his hands and squeezed them. I was in a state of shock and froze before I could say anything and he left. I thought about yelling and making a scene but my heart was beating so fast and I felt so embarrassed that I didn't. I watched him leave and still in a little shock I slowly made my way back to my friends, it wasn't until about 20 minutes later I realized how red I was and how aroused I was from it. I said I needed a nap and went back to the hotel; I thought it was just a defense mechanism but after another hour I was aroused and so wet that I came to it.

It's been a few months and I feel shameful about it but I've been chasing that high ever since. My heart rate is up even now. I'm a virgin and never dated or had a one night stand with anyone so maybe that adds to it. I've worn more revealing clothes and put myself in similar positions and honestly even done things like bend over in front of older men alone, nothing had happened but I can't stop wishing it would. I feel ashamed of it but I can't stop getting turned on whenever I think about it.