Hopefully she will not see this. The whole experience left me with some small traumas or some kinks I have to this day.

So,back when I was in high-school i had a relationship with this cute redhead. We dated for a bit over a year when this happened. We had a fight and I said let's take a break,we haven't seen or talked with each other for 3 days. After those 3 days when we met again we had such a strong chemistry,we went to the movies she teased me all day. We ended up at my place,parents out of town and one thing lead to another and we started having sex, it was better than ever until I've noticed a hickey on her boob,it was covered in make up, I stopped for a second, i though i should continue and deal with it after we fuck. We started sweating,more and more marks started to show on her body,a few more hickeys,her inner tights were bruised and it stuck me like lightning, it felt like a punch I'm the guts,I realised she cheated on me and tried to hide it. I stopped, she realised that I found out. She started to tell me to continue what we started or she will leave ,she started getting mad, but to my surprise I was still hard af and she just placed her hand on my cock and continued to jerk me, she even said that she does not regret fucking with someone else,I was in shock and didn't really knew how to react and went with it, I was turned on, she felt it. After stroking me for like 2 minutes,she just climbed on top of me and sat on my face while sucking my cock. She positioned herself on my cock after lifted me up to kiss me and started to ride me hard. Where things took another twist and she started to give me details about her unfaithfulness and how he fucked her, that he was more dominant,etc. It ended with her cumming on top of me ,pulling me out of her and blowing me off until I came too.

We broke up after this pretty much the same day, I found out how experiences like this can leave scars and emotial traumas, I was afraid of cheating for a really long time but nowadays everything is good but looking back to this seems insane. Thak you if you reached this point, I'm looking forward on your thoughts and please don't be mean.