OK... I literally just typed out a much longer version of this but somehow it never posted...

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Basically my husband and I have been into this lifestyle for a few months now, I've been with 3 other guys so far, one recurring a few times but just last week the guy I've been with a few times invited me and my husband to a party with his friends and I ended up getting passed around by him and 5 of his friends while my husband watched and video'd. After about 2 hours I did the walk of shame with my husband back to the car, sweaty and sticky from everything that went on. We got home and my husband went down on me and I fell asleep. The next morning I woke up and feeling gross, took a shower but couldn't help but smile in enjoyment. Part of me loves being the center of attention and the sex is great, but part of me feels like a total slut... not sure if thats a bad thing.

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Advice?