Years ago, I experienced large doses of cuckold angst when my wife was with another man. More than once I wondered what I was doing and how crazy it was. My wife has made all the difference. She is smart enough to know how to hand out comments, share emotions, and push me further without pushing too far.

I find it odd that today my desire for her to enjoy other men in a variety of situations - in front of me, having me engage in their sex, and going alone. It is hard for me to believe I crave her going alone, overnights, trips with other men I may never meet. I love watching and being involved but the most intense is when she goes alone. Does anyone else feel this way?