Sorry in advance for the long post. A few years ago I expressed and explained my fantasies to my wife. There has been a long of rebounding on her part, we have gotten extremely deep into roleplay (large bbc dildos and bbc talk/hardcore hotwife porn,sph, cuckold humiliation, little comments , hot texts) to her totally saying things like she doesn’t want it and everything stopping. Then me begging for everything to start again, only to repeat the cycle. Currently she has stopped everything no talk ,no toys, nothing and it’s killing me. I’m not sure if I’ve pushed it too far with the subject but the desire is greater than ever for me and it’s very hard to not ask for it. We still have hot sex and she calls herself a slut when I am fucking her but the hotwife/cuckold aspect is a touchy subject. Last week she called me a cuck via text out of the blue and I said I would rather hear it in the bedroom then nothing. How to I get her back to where we were this is killing me right now and idk how to navigate the current situation. Thanks in advance.