I hope this kind of post is okay, I have nobody to talk to about this. I just started seeing my first provider. I'd been thinking about doing it for a while, because I've been feeling touch starved and in need of intimacy, but I was very nervous about actually doing it(I'm a very introverted person and probably on the autistic spectrum). I saw this woman's ad and it really piqued my interest, so I found the courage to contact her. We met twice and both times I had a wonderful time with her. She's more beautiful in person than in her pictures, honestly. She helped me feel comfortable the first time (I told her I was very nervous), and she's super nice and fun to be around. As an introvert I often find it difficult to be comfortable and communicate with strangers, but somehow it felt really easy with her. We also had absolutely great sex. When we said goodbye at the end of the second appointment, she even kissed me on the lips (she had said before that she didn't do kissing, so it was a very pleasant surprise). Unfortunately she told me she's leaving the city this week, and I'm feeling a bit sad. The service she provided felt really special to me. I would have loved to meet her regularly. She said she might be back in November. I hope she will. Whatever happens, I'll always remember her fondly.