I been really thinking about going to church these days but don't have the motivation I just hit 2 months out of rehab Ater I did 6 months I got out smoking cigs and drink light recently quit my Xanax addiction on may 15 I just feel really down I been listening to Christan music in Spanish I prefer it's more beautiful to me and I just feel like I'm over thinking life idk wat to do anymore I just got out of work not to long ago can I go in my work clothes I'm dirty I'm a cement finisher and have rings and necklace with cross would they see me different i have a bible i got once i got into rehab it was a Christian rehab i love God but i been lagging on church. Church starts in 40mins