I lost my mom to cancer at the end of 2018, then grandmother in 2019, grandfather in 2020, and now my dad has super aggressive cancer of the liver and in the matter of 2 weeks has writhered away. His time is very limited.

It’s tearing me apart. I have 2 half sisters on dads side so they come after work and stuff. I moved back home to take care of him 24/7. I’ve held my shit together while in the room? Minus a few times while reading text to him from his friends.

How do you do it? How am I supposed to handle this much on my plate? I’ve not showered in 3 days, I’m barely eating because i feel a guilt deep down because he can’t eat and trust me, we love to eat. I just. I’m losing it, I come into the living room and I’m sobbing. Then I get up and do what I need to do but I just don’t know what I’m doing