I decided to swipe a little bit tonight just to see cause I have some false hope left I guess. And I sent out a few likes and right when I was going to close the app the notification popped up and my phone did the vibration thing that I just got a match and I was genuinely so excited I’ve never got a match before so I immediately went to go type her a message and literally as I’m typing I was unmatched. I feel like the world is just playing some cruel trick on me. My first match ever and it was an accident. I mean I was literally typing as she unmatched me. I wish I closed the app in time and she matched and unmatched me without me ever seeing. I felt so much overwhelming joy seeing that someone for the first was interested in me just for it to go away in seconds. Fuck my life.